Tuesday, March 10, 2009'♥
HELLO.
I HAVE MOVED.
its on messenger,facebook,and everywhere!
3:36 PM
Sunday, March 08, 2009'♥
//bimb-0-meter.//
when overworked varsity students are busy finishing themselves off one after another,
i am taking a somewhat more pleasurable/(smarter?) route to kill myself.
all that over-binging has paid off.
i am tipping the scale at 42kg.
thanks and goodbye.
but i will still be enjoying my high calorie, high carb, high sugar diet.
11:29 PM
Saturday, March 07, 2009'♥
i will suppose , it 's only at weddings, that i feel alittle more girly and go all giggly. i guess that's how girls feel when their lovers surprise them hello kitty fluff?
11:07 AM
Monday, March 02, 2009'♥
//too much of nothing.//
i wonder when and how it started.
of how i became haphazard and apathetic towards everything , including myself.
i no longer bother if i am eating my greens,if i am eating too much or too little, drinking too much or too little,sleeping too much or too little.
simply, i stop having limits.
then the people in school say i am in my own world three quarter of the time.the only irony is in this other world i cant seem to locate myself too.
and all i can hear is 'it doesnt matter anymore.'
4:04 PM
Monday, February 23, 2009'♥
it's hard to say when.
but there's this part of me within, that stopped breathing, and living some time back.
it burnt out.
and it so remains as it is, standing there, dissolving and forgotten with time.
12:25 AM
Wednesday, February 18, 2009'♥
implicity,our relationship is quite morbid.
sharing a common interests to gun down zombies aside, he's always victimising himself and telling on me to my parents , which often renders me the irresponsible gf/daughter deserving of a verbal spanking. that said,I will also make that a mental note to accidentally step on him when he's sleeping or elbow his face in my sleep.
he unleashes his wrath with degenerative words like 'stupid' and 'big mouth', i will make sure i curse him with enough fucks on decibels his ears will go deaf.
when i refuse to acknowledge his presence and clearly see him next to nothingness, he takes on the car with a wreckless steering wheel.
it's clear we both have anger management issues but the thing is,on (somewhat)better days,knowing how anal i feel when alfie is infected with malware, he will fix it at the expense of a test the next day. despite me insisting that my pencil box was stolen when i actually misplaced it,he wanted to sponsor my new stationary supplies.
but what i realise most, is when he says nothing matters more to him but me and he has never complained doing anything and everything for me, it's really quite more than a love-hate relationship - he drives me so insanely and morbidly mad that i will laugh.
i love this man.
1:45 AM
Saturday, February 14, 2009'♥
-lee hua-
i am smug . i am cocky . i am a super showoff.
AND THAT'S ALL BECAUSE I HAVE GOT A BESTESTBEST BOYFRIEND. :D
first thing first.
it's a totally unexpected surprise picnic at botanical gardens since he planned everything from scratch, from the preparation of food to keeping and hiding the surprise.like how he will keep on insisting that i sleep in and can only shower in his momsie's room , while he sneaks to the supermarket ,baked,grill,cook in the kitchen.
and of course coincidentally meeting my dad there who chauffeured us back home after our picnic.
then it's the $6XX diamond please. LIKE OMG. seriously , i almost hyperventilated seeing the stone. like seriously hyperventilated. it's no mega stone, a 0.2 carat square cut. but still, the generosity and sincerity counts okaye. 3rd. and no fancy dinners, no giant cheesy bouquets or fluffs for wussies. no stupid " i-am-going-to-smother-you-to-death" couples in the cinemas. and guess what we did, we spent our day in a lan shop in selegie playing LIVE 4 DEAD. THIS IS WHAT I CALL HAVING A GOOD TIME.
i guess, its knowing how he is never good at saying the things you will love to hear all the time, or do things that makes yr heart flutter, that gets to you when he goes all out of the way to treat you like a lady.
lovelove!
12:04 AM
